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Home
My parents brought my sister and me, and moved here to this home, in Moraga, 25 years ago. The house is more than a house to me, and we didn't just get better education where we were reassured by a good school system and teachers that cared. We got a warm community that embraced us and was just as down-to-earth and open-minded as we had hoped. I ( Read more... ) -
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The things on my new year's resolution that I haven't completed:
Do something meaningful.
Try something new! (literally, with that exclamation point)
I will. I will do both of those. I won't let my entire self-worth and self-image be based on my career, my ability to speak in English articulately or eloquently, and whether they like or respect me. ( Read more... ) -
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So there goes the first and maybe last love of my life. I fell in love with him, knew I had already missed everything, was too late. And that's it. That's the story.
But love of my life, I only want you to be happy, even if it is so excruciatingly painful to me.
Heart, heart. Okay, okay, okay.
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I don't know why letting go of all the hope and feelings has to hurt so much. It's because among it all, there was happiness, isn't it?
在所有不被想起的快樂裡，我最喜歡你。
In all the happiness that cannot be called to mind, I like you the best.
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I trust that there's always hope at the end of the rainbow.
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I never knew heartbreak could be so quiet.
No sobbing, crying, yelling, drama, arguments or negative words. Just quiet. Your back and deliberate cold shoulder. Me walking home in silence with held-back tears and swallowed hurt, disappointment and sadness.
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If I have to, I'll carry my feelings for you to the grave. Do I get a gold star for that, too?
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I've never really been sure of anything in my life. But after I met him and started to know him better, later when I looked at him and saw his insecurity/discomfort/quietness, I just knew. I heard my heart start to move and just knew it wasn't something I could avoid. Perhaps that, in another life.
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As far as fairytales go
When I was younger, I read a fairytale about two princesses who were bestowed gifts by faeries when young. The older would grow up to be the prettiest girl in the world but also extremely dumb/stupid. The younger would grow up to be extremely ugly, but also grow up with extreme wit and intelligence. Eventually the younger charmed everyone with ( Read more... ) -
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I'm so scared that I can't do this. That I'm going to fail miserably and in front of him ( Read more... )