Existence is my enemy ( Read more... )

a force of nature ( Read more... )

always taught that loving and giving was its own reward ( Read more... )

So good at lying to myself, I forgot I was ( Read more... )

All stress and worry
The world's sorrow
Is of looking to the future.
But I know my future.
I know I will die.
And before I do
I will be my most calm
My most wise.

My calling is to live.
To be, to do
And to create.
I want to learn things
Experience things
And help others.
This is my creed
This is my faith in myself.

What I don't know
Is in abundance.
My gratitude for ( Read more... )

 Never a stranger to vice, nor obsession, nor fantasy ( Read more... )

...the elixir of thirst; the ambrosia and nectar
......the strongest shelter--protector of the lost and weak
.........the radiant sphere of life--provider of energy and warmth
............the freshest of air; an abundance of chemical euphoria

If I were sole possessor of all these things:

I would still have a pit in my stomach.
I would still tremble with ( Read more... )

Are we allowed to ignore epiphanies ( Read more... )

Here's the thing.
My thoughts- the ones that are just my thoughts... the usual categories of stray ponderings that really only affect and interest me... they're kept to myself, right?  For the most part, right.  If something relevent or at least of personal importance happens to surface, I may seek out an audience to share it with.

Ok I lied, that ( Read more... )

fucking arrogant prick
self-satisfied and smug
shattering the moment
such ugly passion
can't own up
can't speak out
drilled into despair
halted and trapped
a broken connection
an angry retreat
shamed disbelief
such trivial despair