I hate my life. Its so boring. I hate being bored. It suckssss. I have no idea what im doing today because Gared hasnt called...meh...what ever i guess. Even though seeing him would make my day wonderful. But then again it is only like 9:00 in the morning...and knowing him, hes probably still asleep. *sighs*

I feel lathargic. I hate this feeling. ( Read more... )

Yesterday...BORRRRRING.

Doctors went okay. I had this lady that was like from India but had a British accent. It was kinda cool...i guess. So yeah, i had to get a bunch of tests done, and then i was done. When my mom came home we went to get a TB test. Meh, 2 shots in one day, you know you suck at life. Then we went shopping for clothing for moi. ( Read more... )

Why am i so alone?

Is wanting someone to talk to too much to ask for these days?

Why do i feel like people keep blowing me off?

I guess im gonna have to deal with it.

BTW Thanks Bryan for brightening up my day alittle. You always know how to make me laugh. :-D

This morning...finished Laguna Beach and then watched practically all the Special Features. Meh i feel accomplished now. Then showered. Now Julianns friend is here and im bumping my rap. lol Im trying to be cool. Guess its not working huh? Oh well. Im gonna deal with it.

Todays gonna suck. I dont think im gonna see anyone. Which is really ( Read more... )

Just thought id say that everything great. Im better and so is everything in my life. Wait. "Life"

Friday and Saturday sucked. Sunday things got better. Was ditched by the family which was okay with me, watched Ledgends of the Fall with Brad Pitt. Ahhh. Then Gared called. And we decided to "go to the movies" so i showered and finished the movie. ( Read more... )

So yeah, in general, my life sucks. The reasons being, i might have to get another surgery, and because my boyfriend obviously doesnt want anything to do with me, or he just doesnt care about calling me. So what ever. Ill wait it out because theres nothing else i can do. I wish there was but im done calling sounding desperate when you dont even ( Read more... )

( survey stolen from Katie Moniz :-D )

Last night blew the big one. I did NOTHING. With myself. Gared was with Brad and Kevin...and never called me. What ever, it doesnt really faze me anymore. Im learning not to expect much. I guess ill deal with it.

So my parents FORCED me to go out with them, we went to Newport Creamery for ice cream. I was so pissed they made me go, i didnt even ( Read more... )

Gared was fun. :-D We didnt go to the movies, we only pretended. We went to his house for like 5 minutes and then we left again to go get ice cream with Jake. It was actually wicked wicked fun. Omg. We were complete morons. (Spelling) Then we dropped Jake off at his house again and went back to Gareds house. We ended up watching some of xXx becuase ( Read more... )

I dont know when i last updated...so anyways...um...Monday, doctors...and Gared at the beach until 4 in the morning with B-Rad and Kevin.

Tuesday...um...work. Then seeing Gared at Dunkin with Bri...then Brii's house with Lincoln and Nicole...then swimming for a good 2, 2 1/2 hours. Good times...then home to wrap Gared present. :-D With Brianas ( Read more... )