Well i dont really know when the last update was, probably friday morning. On Saturday, went shopping with my mom, saw Gared at Dunkin, caught him on his break...actually it was more like he saw me and took break... :-D Then Allison came over and we went to my aunts house for dinner. It was pretty freakin wierd, and as it turns out im NOT in my ( Read more... )

Afternoon was decent. Hung out with my dad. We went to some pond (Carbuncle) and Kyaked, i have no idea how to spell it. But what ever. It was so fun. And relaxing. And then we went swimming, which was like the first time in a non pool environment for me all year. Then we went home and got the Vette and went to my dentists appointment, which was ( Read more... )

Okay. Last night Gared came over for dinner. And we made a cake. And then we talked. And it was really good. I told he exactly how i felt, and that i dont want to be like a Nazi or something becuase i dont want it to be all about me. So anyways, im not going to get into it, but its all better now. And when i appoligised for being a bitch, he was ( Read more... )

Spent the afternoon crying some more, but its not really surprising and im not. And hopefully no one else is. Not like anyone cares. The only people that care are Jasmine and Kersten and i love them both so much. They always help to explain and make me see some light. I still dont know what im going to do about "the Gared thing" because i may have ( Read more... )

Im pissed off. Ive said somethings to someone i care about probably the most in the world and i hope that its not taken seriously. Ive said somethings about this person to no one in particular because im alone. But i want to take them all back even though no one has any idea what im talking about. In short, im sorry for what i said even if you ( Read more... )

So...yesterday was a blow out as usualy. Actually i got blown off by Gared. As i usually do when we plan anything the day before (wtf i know). So yeah, i was supposed to go to his house after he got out of work, he was like yeah ill pick you up at like 2:30, when it was like 3 and he still hadnt shown up i called his house and Melanie answered and ( Read more... )

Last night Gared came over for dinner, well actually it was his second dinner, and then we had a fire outside. It was fun, we were wicked big downys so i didnt feel too bad about my abnormally sized cheecks. But yeah, we ended up dropping wood down my stairs and getting yelled at by my dad, but it was so funny. I felt pretty retarded most of the ( Read more... )

( survey from jazzy's eljay cuz im bored )

Friday night i went to Barnes and Noble to get the new Harry Potter book. Ah. Waiting was a bitch, but it was worth it. I got the "special edidion" which has a different cover and a color picture in it and some more pictures at the end. Woke up at like 7:30 on saturday morning because my mouth hurt and i read it...and finished like 3/4 of it ( Read more... )

Ah-hem. Thursday. Best. Day. Of. My. Entire. Life.

Thankyou. Gared. :-D

Went to Gareds house in the morning, or "the beach" as i told my mom, hung out for awhile, then got dropped off at Brianas and all i had to do was like walk in and well...she knows all. :-D We went to Wal-Mart and McDonalds and saw Gared and Dave driving while we were going ( Read more... )