hey guys i got a new lj its propofa_redhead so add me! love you guys!

merry christmas everyone!!!!

ok well my b/f broke up with me today and didnt tell me why so i spent all day crying......then omg i got a call from him today and he still wants to be with me but he's grounded so he cant give me the attention that he wants to so he said "were gona be on a break when i'm grounded and in a month we'll be back togather" and he also said he still ( Read more... )

oh yes its true i got my license! i am so excited you dont even know lol...oh man but i'm a good driver dont trip! lol

so yesterday was mine and my b/f's one month and yeah i know its not that long but its a step for me and i'm happy to spend more time with him i'm looking foreward to it...seriously!

well its about 20 minuets before midnight and then it will be thanksgiving and i've been thinking......i have so much to be thankful for its not even funny. so after a bit of reflecting this is my list ( Read more... )

PARIS HILTON FOR PRESIDENT!!!!

hmmm weird feelings i mean for me at least happiness doesnt come naturally but right now it actually is i feel great i feel happy and even though i've never been more vulnerable in my life i've never felt this safe with anyone and its so great! but man oh man do i miss ed its been so long i never see him anymore and it makes me so sad ( Read more... )

ok excuse my language but sometimes it's absoluetly necessary....i got a letter from the ex ryan today, and i duno i'm thinking he said the wrong things......theres alrady people that want to beat his ass and him calling me a slut and a bitch and accusing me of cheating and calling tucker and kyle "fuckers" probably werent the smartest things to ( Read more... )

ok so i was writing this really long entry and then my computer froze so now you get the shortened version now ( Read more... )