So it's been a while since I've updated so now's as good of a time than ever. Work hasn't been too bad lately. I think having Melissa gone took a lot of stress off me.us Plus Nikki has been doing a lot better with treating everyone well. She's actually pretty cool ( Read more... )

It's snowing. YAY! That means good times are to be had by me and the little ones. I can't wait to take them outside. Also, because of the snow, I got to leave work early. Hurray x's 10 ( Read more... )

It finally hit me yesterday and today. I don't belong at my work. Well, ok, there's a couple of people I mesh fairly well with. But as for the others, mainly management staff, I don't fit in. I guess it kind of got to me. I don't understand why people are afraid of the unusual. I'll talk to anyone that wants to talk to me. Sure, I probably ( Read more... )

IT SNOWED AND I AM HAPPY! Well, almost completely happy. Adam left with my sled tonight! We were supposed to go sledding but c'est la vie. Anywho, it did indeed snow, and I went outside in it for a little bit tonight. *Sigh* I love seeing Jeremy happy. It's like he was a little kid out there with me and the dogs. He was giggling the whole ( Read more... )

I'm supposed to be at work right now, but due to feeling icky....no not just icky...plain out sick, I called off. Which in and out of itself made me feel worst. I guess that's because the last time I called off or left early I got wrote up. I didn't even think that was legal, but oh well. So I'm pretty much just taking it easy since I have to ( Read more... )

What a way to start the new year huh? I'm sick, and it's no fun. I, however, did not call of work. So I've been pushing myself through it as much as possible. For new year's eve I didn't do much. Actually....it consisted of going out places with Jeremy and his mom, coming home, then going to bed. Jeremy and I managed to barely stay awake, ( Read more... )

I don't why I'm posting. I guess it's because I'm in a not so cool mood right now. Jeremy went to write. I think I might have dragged him down with me. I didn't mean to. I kinda feel like I'm on the brink of having a panic attack, but not really. I don't know how to explain it really. My chest hurts and stuff, but my emotions are numb. That ( Read more... )

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So it's happened. I'm engaged. Again. Thankfully I'm actually in love this time. It feels different this time around. I'm not nervous. I don't feel pressured. I don't feel like I have to automatically turn into this little housewife. I have no desire to turn into a little housewife. I finally feel accepted for what and who I am. I don't ( Read more... )

My birthday is in two days, and I can't wait. I'm turning 21 and it'll be my first one spending it with Jeremy. It makes my heart do little jigs! But yeah, we already celebrated a little. He made me the coolest cake ever. I <3-ed it so much. It was in the shape of Grim's head! He also got me new jewelry and helped me stretch my ears out. I' ( Read more... )