Her heart was stuck in her throat. She could feel the sweat dripping from her brow. "Please don't let them find me" were the words going through her frantic thoughts over and over. She held her breath so that no noise would be made ( Read more... )

*Dusts off screen* Oh my goodness! I can't believe I found this thing...wait...yes I can. So, tonight was a night of denial, acknowledgement, and then acceptance. After having a very long discussion with my friend, I came to the conclusion that I need to express myself. No everyone, I don't mean my anger. That seems to come out naturally. ( Read more... )

It's been a while, so I thought I'd catch all you cool cats out there up on my life.....or what I call my life. Not really exciting, but it's mine and I love it ( Read more... )

It's 7:11 am. Do you know where Renee is?.....Heck yes I do. She's sitting in front of Jeremy's laptop tired, but unable to sleep ( Read more... )

I was never part of the group, ya know? I was always off in my own little world. I liked it like that. Sure I participated in SOME things. I just didn't really care for any of those people. I guess it would be more along the lines of feeling like I didn't fit in. "You made yourself that way. You tried to be different." That may be what some ( Read more... )

Ok, so it's been a long long time since I've updated this thing. Months actually....haha ( Read more... )

It's happening again, only....not with someone I don't love. I'm engaged with a date. June 13th 2008. At first when Jeremy said we couldn't get married....I thought that was cool. I don't want anything to go wrong between us. I didn't want things to change between us. I didn't want to have things happen with us the way they did between me and ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here listening to Blackeyed Peas while waiting for my hair to dye all alone. I figured now would be as good of a time as any to update....so here it goes ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here all alone feeding the dogs. Jeremy's already asleep due to circumstances from earlier. I wish he was up with me right now. But oh well. I have to work tomorrow at 11. Yay for me....not really. It's really depressing. All I do is pretty much work and come home. Then I sleep at night. That's about it. I don't have a life ( Read more... )

It's been a little bit since I've updated, so here's a quickie ( Read more... )