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[softmistake]

Somebody teach me how to hold back what Im feeling, so I can tame it, before it hits everybody that matters. I always look so cruel, but I always feel so alone. This is the core of my sadness - every. single. time. It doesnt matter how much you call, how much I see you, what you say, or what you do. I always feel like everyone is so far away. I

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[babarambob]

Illuminating! Have a fun weekend ok?

[softmistake]

i did:)
i soooo did

[babarambob]

Mmmmmm, I bet (lol)... me too!

[softmistake]

i want more

Thoughts from a Stranger

[vodun]

[Damn.. can't remember if it was Tardinha's or Peorpe's journal that led me here. Oh well. Any crazy friend of theirs is a crazy friend of mine

Re: Thoughts from a Stranger

[softmistake]

hey thanks for that. i only received it now.
its just so over whelming sometimes. its frustrating when you cant make sense of your own sadness or anything that you're feeling. especially when its so intense.
although the happier days make me see everything a lot more clear...so i guess im not as lost as i was when i wrote this.