I am in some serious like with a boy who I am so happy to be with.
This is how it's supposed to be.

im at constant war with myself over the past few weeks. i want that feeling of power back i had less than a month ago. everything is slowly turning to shit inside my head and its making me hate the surface ( Read more... )

Does anybody know how to delete all the songs on an ipod/reformat it? I cant find out how anywhere.

why do i always have this feeling inside of my chest
dont touch me or ill break
its everything
im really fucking lost, scared and tired.

i wish everything on the surface didnt appear okay because it helps everybody shut their eyes and walk away. and i cant get angry at anyone for doing that, because its really all that can be done. you cant help somebody who isnt home. nobodys home ( Read more... )

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There is a place I go in my mind that makes me happy. Its tomorrow. I have it visualised and Im walking closer towards it every day. I know because yesterday proves this to me. Sometimes I open my eyes too wide and realise Im still here, thats when I get sad. I know Im emotionally withdrawing from everything that surrounds me lately and I dont ( Read more... )

Field Day was the best. Bang Gang were divine.

Theres a bus driver I always sing and play with when Im on my (usually drunk) way home from going out. He came and brought me a huge bag of chocolates today at work because he said he didnt see me on the weekend and I always make him smile. I love that.