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monday i did absolutely nothing, i was suppose to stay after for a meeting but i didnt because i didnt feel like it. instead i went home and did absolutely nothing, i talked on the fone alot i know that. cant wait for dad to get this bill. i also listened to music, and thought, alot, as usual. but about nothing special, okay i lied, about ( Read more... )

yesterday was effin awesome ( Read more... )

I didnt leave scott for ben, okay? i dont even know why i broke up with scott, i was a stupid fuck and i defenitely regret it. i broke up with scott like 2 months ago almost, and met ben in person a little over a month ago. it was like 2 weeks after me and scott broke up that ben came along. and now me and ben are ONLY FRIENDS! HE HAS A FUCKEN ( Read more... )

im done. fuck everything. nothing is worth it anymore.

befores school. im not sure what to think. i was hoping that this was going to be a good day but already im about to have tears in my eyes. someone asked me yesterday if i knew what love was. and at this point i think that i know more then anyone, believe it or no. its not something that i can explain though, i just know it. for some reason i have ( Read more... )

i dont feel like updating but i will anyways.

wednesdayschool ( Read more... )

um i dont feel like updating but i will anyways ( Read more... )

you'd think id learn over these years, that good things, dont last foreverrr ( Read more... )

i cant sleep and its almost one. i need to get up at 5 tomorrow morning. man this blows. um im not sure what kind of mood i am in right now. i really couldnt tell you ( Read more... )