i cant wait.

It seems like i would only write in here if i was feeling depressed or i was writing something i wanted someone to see and pretend i didnt care.

guess thats why i havent been writing alot lately.

last night was pretty incrediblllleee.

met hella new people.

some even live close by!

and i drove ALL night last night.

i need a jobbbb pronto.

i used to think i could do no better.

there was btter out there.

but not for me!

but im happy for the first time in a while.

finally.

Heppy Birthday Selene!

I wish i got paid for keeping my room clean like i used to when i was little.

cause id be making double.

oh and btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

im REALLY glad i went out.

lol what a small world.

yeah so i was doing really well.

and then i had another dream.

but this one was super cute.

whatever ive decided whenever i get that stupid feeling in my stomach anymore im just gonna go running.

ive done 3 miles today already...

8-(

so yeah. I just woke up. It is actually kind of nice to fall asleep and not be woken up by drug conversations that always turn into arguements over how much money is going to be illegally made today. It doesnt smell like pinecones and there is no annoying coughing in the air besides my own ( Read more... )