Fucking hypocracy.
Always gets the best of me.
First I say I was going to get ride of this fucking thing because it only fucks things up for me.
Then I go and write an entry and fuck up my entire life.
To make a long story short, I'm going through a pretty rough time in my life and it feels like nobody every is willing to talk to me or support me, ( Read more... )

"Danny won't be talking tonight..He's grounded." Of course he's grounded. He's always fucking grounded. Doesn't it ever get through your fucking head that grounding him doesn't do a fucking thing? He still gets bad grades, he still does whatever the hell you grounded him for ( Read more... )

Green Day was awsome. They're so my idols ( Read more... )

The way he kissed me just seemed so right. Yet in the back of my head there was a voice pounding against the sides of my skull, "NO!NO!NO!" Half of me wanted to pull him in closer by his tie and feel his hands caress my entire body an the other half of me wnted to be strong like Leah; to push him away and tell him to never touch me again. Half of ( Read more... )

Dan said to Katie that not only am I his girlfriend, but I'm his best friend. Right back to ya, Danny. I don't know if you have ever had such a deep excitement in your stomach that it feels like all your organs have sprung legs and are jumping around inside you, or have ever looked into somebody's eyes and suddenly found that you're lungs have ( Read more... )

-Spend all four days at Herritage Fest from dawn to dusk (check ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to Amy's house because Dan was there and I wanted to spend time with him. I knew that he wasn't going to get to come back to Downers Grove for another 2 weeks or so, and I wanted to spend as much time as possible with him. When I got there Dan was sitting outside without shoes on and with a guitar in his hands. What a hippie. We ( Read more... )

You know, it never fails to amaze me how little things can mean so much ( Read more... )

I count down the minutes untill you will be home frome school. I need to hear your voice. I long for you to make me laugh. Every second I'm with you seems too short, and every second we're apart seems too long. It seems like I can't go half an hour with out thinking about something you said or something you would do if you were with me right now. ( Read more... )

INTRODUCTION ( Read more... )