hello. im back i havent been on in a really really long time. jus wanted to c whats up with everybody miss u all.i promise to now update as often as possible. started school again this week and im actually taking 1 interesting class this semestor its creative thinking and philosphy. and half of MCHS is in the class. well speakin of class i g2g. ( Read more... )

hey everyone im back i just had heart surgery on friday andeverything went good. in case u havent heard i lost the baby due to the fact tht my heart rate hits 245 for 3 1/2 hrs. im me at aol my sn is lilitalianqt6290 or yahoo same name. i missed u all. no i havent heard frm dipshit n no he doesnt know tht his son died. i want to thank all of u for ( Read more... )

another day today is my college law and college spanish final and i am so scared that im not going to do well.(i suck at tests)neways, i got a new computer and my aol screen name is smellygurl86 im on there all the time. write back so i know urs. btw felicia yahoo messenger is kval67 or bitch2go200@yahoo. <3 ya!! i have a doc appt tomorrow and im ( Read more... )

I finished my first year of college today. (well actually next tuesday) i am so happy. thanks kristen for the pics. neways im going to be going to new york this summer and if it goes the way i plan then i'll be back here just in time for the birth i want to be in florida when i have this way all my friends can see him. Charles will be coming down ( Read more... )

I'm due aug 3rd. but they say it might be earlier than that because im so young and having my 1st baby. ive been so bored lately all i do is sit at home and watch t.v. or read. i kinda miss going to work and being underpaid, it gave me something to bitch about. its alright thiugh because i probably owe rack room at least $150 because of all the ( Read more... )

I hope everyone had a good Easter!!! I have a doc. appt @ 9 tomorrow and im really nervuos. i haven't been feeling well at all lately. fuck charels no matter how much i love him he obviously doesn't care about me or the baby. i don't want him in the babies life. i might have to quit rrs. b/c they might make me stay on bedrest. this sucks!!!i don't

i hate my life and where it goes. my job sucks my parents don't understand me and most of my friends are mad b/c they didn't know that i am preg.my other friends are helping me out though and are going to MAYBE throw me a babt shower which will help a lot. I signed up for WIC so i can get help with food and alpa which helps out with cars and ( Read more... )

i hate work so much. i only have 17.5 hours compared to the normal 35 hours that i get. Kevin i hate our job!!! i talked to charles and i asked him if he saw us getting back together. he will never know how much he hurt me and how badly i want to be with him. i just wanted to say to everybody that while i was with him i was a jealous bitch and im ( Read more... )

i talked to charles yesterday and we seem to be gettin' along pretty well with all of our circumstances. i love that man more than anything in the world and it kills me that we are so far apart. but he'll be down in may or june so i'm not too worried about it. my next docters appt. is next week and i'm getting a 3d sonogram. im so exicited! see ( Read more... )

me and charles ended up breaking up this weekend. he lives in az. and i live here so the distance is pretty far. i miss and love him so much though. he's coming down soon though to see me and see hoe my prgnancy is doing. he might move out to california again in october! maybe with me and junior.