http://leahsponyrevolution.vpweb.com/

that's my new website.  hopefully it's up and running.

my new livejournal, which i've noticed hardly any of you added, is and_so_on1980

please add me there because i post more regularly on there.

i love and miss you all.

email me at leahruthe@gmail.com to get my new phone number.

also, send me your home address if ( Read more... )

Hey guys, just a reminder that I started that other journal.  Some of you haven't added me back as friends, so I wanted to pony nudge you to add me.  I'm so sick of this journal, and I'd like to never look at it again, so yeah.  Get on that.  The new one is 
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ok ok, as important as it can be for a livejournal topic...

NOTICE: AS OF TODAY I AM NO LONGER USING THIS JOURNAL.  I'VE STARTED A NEW ONE THAT WILL HOPEFULLY BE LESS EMBARRASSING...BUT AT THE VERY LEAST I GET TO EMBARRASS MYSELF STARTING FROM SCRATCH.

I've added all of you as friends on there, so just add me back or something.

THE NEW LJ IS:
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i am a waste of space.
a rather large one.

List of things that Leah's thankful for

-my brother (who still loves me, despite the childhood abuse)
-my mother and father
-my friends (especially D, Scott, Sarah Lyons, J'don, Big T, Laurie B, Justin, Laura, Aquiles, Paige, Danny, Chris S, Frank, Elijah, James and many others...fuck that, I can't list everyone, but thanks for always being there for ( Read more... )

good news!
just found out that Gus is coming home from Iraq in a few days!!!
that makes me so fucking happy/relieved!
i can't wait to see him, and hug him, and tell him to his face how much i love him.
he protested the war, but then he decided to go over there because i guess he wanted to see for himself what was going on, and maybe make a difference ( Read more... )

i miss the way things used to be ( Read more... )

today (i hope i hope i hope) is going to be a good day ( Read more... )

sometimes it seems as though pain is just always lurking ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why, but this song has been on my mind a lot recently.  Maybe partly because I have finally really let go of the person that it reminded me of, and partly because I finally am beginning to learn...

Strange by Tori Amos
strange
Thought I knew you well
Thought I had read the sky
Thought I had read a change
in your ( Read more... )