would a magical weekend be too much of a cliche for a title? b/c it was ( Read more... )

that I haven't seen your face ( Read more... )

after all this time after all this shit i've been thru with kevin im finally ready to be with him and it all comes back to kick me in the ass ... you know i guess thats my fault for not appreciating him when i had it but i never disrespected him especially not to his face. he sits up there with nikki like there on some kind of higher level and he ( Read more... )

and that why i`m still here putting up with bullshit. Letting things go has always been my thing but when i let things go i let those people go along with it. Lately however it's been different but i know why i`m doing it. It sucks to be on the receiving end of those eyes, the ones that care but can't be who you want to be so it all changes in the ( Read more... )

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to careAnd now we're standing in the rain ( Read more... )

so im looking at my life interpreting it all .... im super bitter and mad not at anyone else but at me. im not happy with anything and still im happy? im in my last semester at dade and i have no idea what i want to do with my life, i can't keep a steady relationship and the only one i have had is kevin and i feel like it will be a never ending ( Read more... )

WE LEAVE OUR FAMILIES TO GO LIVE WITH STRANGERS - THEN WE LEAVE OUR FAMILY TO GO HOME ( Read more... )

hey how are you? so i read your lj and im glad you dont find me attractive anymore in reality it doesnt bother me what you think anymore but you sound shallow in what your saying and like your on top of the world cause your so beautiful and people keep blowing up your head. in the end you cant be with someone just for looks cause it gets boring and ( Read more... )

i have knots in my stomach this is it 4 days left ....

*very strange, maybe it's b/c i haven't seen him or w/e but i really think that im over kevin. It's soooo weird. i logged into kristines facebook and i looked at his pictures with this girl and i didn't feel nething, i saw him n i didn't feel nething. I mean DUH i love him to death he means ( Read more... )

love it ... i totally agree with carine ur writting skill are progressing rapidly and i totally empathize with u completely with this ... however you know how i felt just like u too ... stuck in a place where growing up and finding your soul isn't accepted and isn't encouraged and when they finally decide they are ready to let u become someone they ( Read more... )