Often I wonder about the subtle changes that can be made.

What could have been done differently.
What could have been said earlier.

Yet more often lately, Im complacent in things as they are.
Sure, some changes could be made
to make things more comfortable
to make things a little easier.

But honestly.
After the week I've had
And the emotional roller coaster ( Read more... )

figured 'what the fuck, why not update more often ( Read more... )

so...

where to start..
where to end?

Lifes...nominal. Not peachy
Not terrible.

Spent a month and change so far in MY apartment.
Still weird calling it that.
Going for an old job so i can be secure through the winter.
Nice having a bed to come "home" to.
Friends/roomies already here.
People awake when its 4am.

I find myself having recurring memories pop up
they ( Read more... )

It seems I only update this thing when I'm in a 'meh' state of mind

could be the migraine
could be the hangover

At this point, I'm sick of alcohol.
I'm sick of the high-school bullshit coming back to me when I'm almost 23.

I'm an adult
scary thought
But still
I need to move on from the kiddie bullshit from 5 years past.

I'm looking forward to becoming an ( Read more... )

I'mmmmmm backkkkkkkk.

Time to update for the first time in almost a year.

with random shit

and awesome times

maybe even photos.

or some mobile uploads.

Who's ready to read about the life of a narcissistic asshole with a penchant for emotional outbursts?!

who the fuck even reads lj's anymore, actually?

WOOHOO FOR TYPING TO MYSELF

So, sleep evades me again ( Read more... )

I've been feeling worse about myself lately ( Read more... )

I figured I might as well share this with all of the 4 people who read this goddamned thing.

POTATO DONO!!!!!!!!!

This always makes me smile whenever I'm having a mood.
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So an important half of my cosplay is arriving today, after a fucking week of waiting...wow ( Read more... )

So this is gunna be an interesting week ( Read more... )