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open up to me he said.

(i'm trying)

"Then no matter where you are,
in a crowded restaurant or on some desolate street or even in the comforts of your own home,
you'll watch yourself dismantle every assurance you ever lived by.

You'll stand aside as a great complexity intrudes,
tearing apart,
piece
by piece,
all your carefully conceived denials, whether deliberate or unconscious.

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aww i miss my brother...


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The thought of you keeps me company
on those nights when my heart can't find direction,
lost within the blankets and the dreams that never come.
Your list of why you're beginning to fall faster
caused these butterflies in my stomach to flutter anxiously.

But darling, I don't want to run.
 

so i shouldn't be jealous, right?
he's not my boyfriend.
i'm not his girlfriend.

then why am I?
i can't help it.

" Attachment leads to jealousy. The shadow of greed, that is."

i think i may be falling for him...

i need a change.

i also need to stop daydreaming so often...

A heart is a fragile thing. That's why we protect them so vigorously, give them away so rarely, and why it means so much when we do. Some hearts are more fragile than others. Purer, somehow. Like crystal in a world of glass, even the way they shatter is beautiful.

Your emotional inconsistency could be driving someone crazy today,
even if you don't understand why.
Others may see you as irresponsible,
but you know what you must do and are willing to follow through with your obligations.
Still,
your feelings are unsettled
 and it would be best for you not to commit to anything
until you are surer of yourself.

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"What about little microphones? What if everyone swallowed them, and they played the sounds of our hearts through little speakers, which could be in the pouches of our overalls? When you skateboarded down the street at night you could hear everyone's heartbeat, and they could hear yours, sort of like a sonar.  One weird thing is, I wonder if ( Read more... )

"Loneliness is the human condition.
Cultivate it.
The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow.
Never expect to outgrow loneliness.
Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space.
An intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception.
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