I am moving on.  I have been lost here for a while.  I am going to start what I went to 'trade' school for.  22 days and counting.

Relationship Equation:

(acknowledgement + respect)^communication

The Relationship Equation determines the success of a relationship given the 
three necessary elements for a relationship to be healthy and successful.

Credit: A.L.J.

The only other person he is close to in the state is a friend of mine- he is like a big brother and he treats me as his little sister. Well yesterday he figured out who I was upset over. Well he gave me advise: not to beat up myself. It is just his way of creating separation in a time of tension. He does not know how to cope with the tension ( Read more... )

Hypothetically ( Read more... )

I think for the first time since the whole thing came up that I know what the answer will be. I do not want it to be so but I think it will be. What is the point of meeting people and living when you make a mistake that to you seems so little but to the one that matters it is the worst thing that could have ever happened? I really do not want to ( Read more... )

I always thought I was a trustworthy person. I admit I am a bit naive. I just never thought that I would back myself into a dark room with no escape. Primates, naturally are social creatures. Although, it seems as though I am not I too am a social creature. I have people I chat with but I had one person I could really talk to. Me being me, ( Read more... )

Maybe with me being so dependent on observation I just do not get this ( Read more... )

I am not saying I really miss anything cause I do not. I lived how I lived and ling the way I am living now. I just hate this growing up thing. Rejection is the worse. Jb rejection after rejection after rejection gets to one after a while. I have gone to school and will be graduating this May in a competitive specialized field with very little ( Read more... )

Has anyone noticed that gas prices are nearly half of the government regulated minimum wage? I know in some parts of the country it is above half of minimum wage.

Ok. So next update ( Read more... )