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[soldier_puppy]

I didn't want to post about it, because it seems like it makes it more real when I do. I can't deny it when it's my words, my typing putting it out there, bold and reminding me. Not that it changes anything on who writes it really; it's just harder to deny yourself than other people, I guess

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[michaeloffire]

Stay the fuck away from my lobsters!

[soldier_puppy]

I thought they were for anyone. I can catch you some if you're hungry, too, you know.

[michaeloffire]

NO! Those are my lobsters! That's my army! What if you eat Sargeant Pinchy? Or Private Clawhammer?

[soldier_puppy]

Your army And you named them?

[asouroldelf]

The Lifestream?

[soldier_puppy]

Where we all go when we die.

[asouroldelf]

Rhapsodos said the same thing. Fair. Don't you go yanking my chain. That boy ain't dead. He was alive as could be.

[soldier_puppy]

He was dead in our world.

I should know. I'm the one that killed him.

[herolike]

It's hard when people leave us here.

[getyourzexy_on]

Well, if it isn't Claire Bennet.
Missing our father figures, are we?

[herolike]

... do I know you?

[getyourzexy_on]

It's doubtful, but I know you.
You were quite...popular before the city fell, I believe.

[getyourzexy_on]

It hurts, doesn't it?
Emotional traumas like these make or break us.
Which will it be, Zack?

I did used to be counselor for Shu-ra. I can help.
Contact me any time.

[soldier_puppy]

I can't let it break me; it would be an insult to Angeal. He'd never forgive me for it.

A counselor, huh?

[getyourzexy_on]

An interesting perspective.

Yes. I find it less alienating than 'psychologist.'

[soldier_puppy]

It's how I feel about it. About honoring him.

"Psychologist" does tend to put people off.