Musical improve is the shit. PLaying drums is the shit. Somking pot for the first time in three months is the shit. Making plans that last more than ten hours is kinda the shit. Bass is the shit. Porn is the shit and last but not last Manic Panic is the shit. Going to see bowling for soup tonight. Whoot!

PORNOGRAPHY

-gaaaasp-

Back to school. Finals sucked. Failed two for sure and aced the rest. Suffer Until Then YET AGAIN consists of only me, and naturally Katie's being a bitch about giving me SUT crap back. School sucks just as much as It ever has, but at least the elective change will be nice. Art was starting to get dull.

I wants drugs...

Well, break's almost over. The time has come to return to existence. Fucking hell...if anything, what i feel the most now, is waste. I feel that all oppertunity has gone to waste and that this past week has been worhtless. I might get the internet back sooner than I expected, but that's in the hands of the most indecisive people that ever fucking

After looking at it, I was right; i did regret that post, but i chose to leave it because there was some truth and actual thought within the non-sense and typos. you be the judge. Anyhow, new years eve: Drank way too much, regretted it around three in the morning and then i stayed up the rest of the night. New year's day, felt icky all day, went to ( Read more... )

So, im drunk, and in love. i love alex, and hate myself and all of you. im drunk and in kindred company and i love alex and hate myself , but reallyt i love you. i love you sop much. i stnd by my desicion, and im happy with suffer until then except katie whos so goddamn appatthetic..i want her to feel...to feel it...to love sut, but i lost her... ( Read more... )

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So yeah, the whole katie thing really fucking sucks and I dont know how to fix it. I neeeeed katie...Finals are gonna suck, but break is going to be great. drugs and alcohol and no school...thats bliss right thur. I really love depeche mode, they kick so much ass. i stole a new CD the other day..."Some great reward" I think. I need a boyfriend or ( Read more... )

So, wow. Its been a long fucking time since ive been here and spoken about life eh? This is the longest break between entries. If I could put a really big blank space between this entry and the last, i would. in a way it feels like im a million miles from that thought...not that I even know what the last thing i put in here was...but ohfuckinwell. ( Read more... )

Shoploifting is so simple...i got away with so much last night, it amazes me to think about it. Anyhow, life is still good but at the same time, so boring...I think things are getting better with katie and me, but im not so sure. At least we're still making music, and thats happening a lot lately

Well, life is good once youve had sex and gotten a new bass. Returning to the "school routine" sucks