Well...what's left to say whan. Fuck. Fuck you. Fuck me. let's fuck. Fuck off. Get the fuck away. What the fuck happened. And, I suppose, FUCK YEAH.

Something tells me, i'll never be posting here regularly ever agian. my groove's been thrown off. Oh well. TOOOL IS COMING MAY 9TH, And I"M GOOING!!!!! Life is nominal. Things seems to have tapered off as far as depression goes, and for the most part, i'pm facing the direction of pleasure. I'd post a long rant or concept of my creation, but i don't ( Read more... )

The more recent endeavours of Suffer until then:

Thinking of You ThinkingTo what do you belong ( Read more... )

Ugh, it's tiring being free of the shackles of structured, monotonous, learning. -dances to rammstein- Anyhow, spring break is rather boring and rather tiring, and i wish i could go into a coma for the rest of it so i wouldnt have to live through more waste of productivity. Really, for some reason im not content with jsut sitting around and I end ( Read more... )

What is life? What is Apathy? What is the meaning of death? I know the meaning of life, but that it what leads to the question of death? Whaat purpose does death serve? The purpose of life is very self-explanitory, to LIVE, to recieve as much pleasure as can be had, to feel emotion. that is why there IS life, but why then,is there death? Setting ( Read more... )

So wow, the past few days have been heaven of sorts. going back to Friday I guess if i can remember. Nothing interesting during the day except jazz band and thats only cause playing the upright bass through 8 or 9 solos is like masturbating vigorously without lotion for two and a half hours straight...and wearing a 10 pound wrist weight ( Read more... )

CSAPS suck the life outta you. boring week so far. Drunk once, no more drugs cause im out... I need internet of my own so i can mindlessly babble about the things i have passion for...

Well, yesterday was my craziest high yet. I took a valium as i left school and as soon as I walked in, i drank some vodka...watched Beside you in time and then decided I wasn't high enough, so I rolled a joint, went outside and smoked that, and with a crushed sunkist can, i made a mini-bong and smoked the excess pot. Finally, i walked back inside, ( Read more... )

Let's see what i can cover in about ten minutes. I played bass in the school play, little shop of horrors, and it was an awesome play. I've done a hell of a lot of crazy pill combos, most at school. i had my first drug blackout, im high right now. i can play the double bass now, libraries need more computers in thier rescource centers, i can just ( Read more... )

Well, somebody needs to run Katie over. Other than that, bowling for soup was kick ass with the exception of teh drunk, fat, blonde that wouldnt stop screaming. Yay, meagan! She's gotta go to the bathroom! I'm now expanding my drugs use to include valium, dexedrine and xanax.