**Longgggg sigh**

Ahhh back to LJ land.  Ya know, for some reason no matter whats going on in my life, I feel at home when I sit down and write out my feelings.  I think its because I have honest to God the best LJ friends in the world.  And you are all more than that to me,  more like family to me.  So much has happened, and my life has crashed ( Read more... )

I'm so sorry that I haven't been around and updated lately.  I've really been putting my head in studying. I didn't get that great of a GPA last quarter cuz of my Algebra grade so I'm really busting ass to get a great GPA this quarter. I think I just might pull it off!

Things overall is ok.  Travis and I took a step back for a bit.  We see ( Read more... )

It's 2:00pm and its been one of those crazy days already.  I got no sleep lastnight, this weekends craze has just played over and over in my head like my mind is doing nothing but taunting me.  From lastnight to now I have had 18 messages on my phone from Travis alone. Josh has called a hand full of times and I just stopped answered the phone when ( Read more... )

Well it wasn't the best weekend in the world, I've had worse.  I waited a lil to post this cuz I'm not really in the mood to face it yet. But heres what happened this weekend....

Saturday I had a good bit of stuff to.  Saturday afternoon I met with some friends from school and worked on some PSY stuff.  Around 8:00pm I get a phone call on my cell ( Read more... )

Good morning everyone!!!! Its Friday!!! :)

Uhhh....I'm sorry I haven't been around much. This week I spent most of my time with my aunt.  I can't believe its the end of the week all ready!  All and all everyones doing ok.  My aunt has her moments but thats understandable.

Yesterday we went horse back riding which was sooo fun.  I road this Rocky ( Read more... )

After all the crazyiness the past few months finally some good news today!!!!!

My aunt Bev called to let me know that my cousin Heather is in remetion *not sure how to spell it*.. In other words her cancer is now dormant!!!!

Our uncle had the same kind of cancer at about the same age as her and he got really really bad but he did eventually go into ( Read more... )

Ok so , Today was nice.  The funeral was at 11:00am, I dropped the boys off at school, me Travis at McDonalds and had breakfast then went and got my nanna.  Nanna and I got to the funeral home at 9:45 and stayed there with my aunt Lori.  Donnie was actually being good to her today.  I did a lil worse today than I did yesterday.  My aunt asked that ( Read more... )

Ok so so things are going ok I guess.  As well as can be expected.

I know I haven't been around much and I haven't commented much, I'm sorry.  Things have just been literally insane, I feel like they have been like that for me for a while now.  So of course everyone nows about Lindsay.  This is honestly one of the hardest things I have been through ( Read more... )

 I have to keep this short and sweet for right now because my eyes aren't cooperating.  They took Lindsay off the vent tonight at 8:00pm and she was gone by 8:04pm.  They gave her to my aunt, cleaned her up, took all the tubes from her and then took the vent out.  She was made very comfortable with a strong dose of moraphine.  It was the hardest ( Read more... )

Ok yes its 6/6/6 and at first I thought, SO WHAT! Its another day and people are blowing it up to be a huge deal.  Well let me tell ya about my day!!!

4:00am wake up to Josh calling me starting his "I love you, I want you kay"

4:30am fighting with Travis cuz he wants to go kill Josh *whats that gonna fix?!*

5:45am phone rings wrong number, 6 times!!!!

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