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and she still doesn't have what she deserves
but she wakes up smiling every day
she never really expected more

 i always get the most depressed when there is nothing going wrong. need something to focus on i guess

your thoughts become your life. the words you speak define who you are. think about what you think about. focus on what you want. dwell on what makes you happy, not on your fear.

our feelings indicate what we are thinking about. use your feelings to change your thinking. you and you alone have to power to create your world. no one else can affect ( Read more... )

i havent checked this thing in ages. probably cause i dont really have the internet. ive found that  cutting myself  off from the internet world leaves me open to experience other aspects of life. i guess thats all for now. molly needs to check her myspace...cause she is a myspace w h o r e.

love,
katelyn

i dont know. i remember having some reason to want to update this thing but now i forgot. i'll just type whatever comes to mind ( Read more... )

to make a difficult decision that causes pain for others and to not constantly question it-that is katelyn growing up. there has been a  lot of change in my life lately which normally would make my whole world feel unstable and dangerous and scary but i think i am learning that without change we would never grow. we would never be challenged by ( Read more... )

its a lucious mix of words and tricks
that let us bet when you know we should fold

i try really hard, but im still fucked up.

yesterday i got my third traffic ticket within the past 5 months. its quite amazing how devestated it makes me feel. besides being out the money to hire a lawyer (again) and pay court costs. i just feel like an idiot failure at life. maybe it wouldnt be quite so bad if i hadnt also just spent 380 dollars on a birthday present for my boyfriend. if ( Read more... )