zak is out of st lukes now and went straight to my apartment and broke in with the slut.  im in hiding right now because hes a psychopath and wants to kill me.  i have to jump with every noise i hear.  i have my daughter is in a very safe place.

what the hell did i do to have to die. tell me this.

MY LIFE HAS TAKEN WAY TO MANY INTERESTING TURNS. IM READY TO SETTLE DOWN.  I'm tired of being used, and made a fool of.  My last two lovers have both left me for one of my close friends.  This pain is to much to bear. However, I keep telling myself that I am strong, and I have to keep my head up.  I have to stay strong for my two year old daughter ( Read more... )

 So. Life. Yeah. All is good, i have a beautiful little girl, and shes the world to me. Zak is good, going to school full time and whatnot. life is hectic i must add. My schedule?  Zaks at school 8-1:30...he comes home and I leave for work 2-10:30 (usually 12).  I come home and we go to sleep. joaudfojncvacvosdfosdfjio sdf..........at least I have ( Read more... )

 Sooo...Ani is huge. Shes 14 months already, and growing like crazy. Time goes by way to fast. I want another one :-D OOO...did I mention I'm extremely late on the menstrual cycle us girls get? eeee! *crosses fingers ( Read more... )

Chairs draped over our backs. We begin to get worn out
A fucking amazing day that was.
Half way accross the town, drops fall on our noses,
smiles and laughs burst out.
Cars honking, puddles splashing, our new things...
are soaked. A few more blocks to creep up,
lets discover some more.
Old friends greet you with an invite
for the evening to come, bums ( Read more... )

Ani is getting way to big. Shes standing up all over the place. Right now she just pulled herself up on my moms bookshelf and is getting into mischeif. she keeps looking at me with a little mischievious grin. Shes growing to fast. It makes me want to have more babies. Its funny how 2 years ago i didnt want any children. never wanted to be a mom... ( Read more... )

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well, i moved out of my apartment. i'm living with my mom again, but hopefully within the next month i'll have my own apartment. zak and i are still together...we just cannot live together. which sucks, cuz now i have to do everything on my own. long story. i just hope everythin gworks out for the better, and hopefully down the road we'll build a ( Read more... )

she loves her daddy. aw.
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everything has been really great. even though my friend raul hasnt called me yet and i try calling him pretty much everyday!!! ugh. i miss you raul! ani wants to meet you!

anyways...im getting married june 20th at hawthorn hollow. yay! now i get to plan a wedding :) lifes been good to me.