In this new year. In this next twelve months in which i can grow and mess things up and make things better and continue to disappoint and continue to impress and go along with all of life's paradoxes i would like to say this. I am going to try to be a better person. I am going to try to actually do the things I know i need to do. I'm going to try ( Read more... )

fucking tired ( Read more... )

I love the fact that i can just take my computer outside with me. My little Indian friends just pulled into the parking lot. I just ate some decent lasagna from the cafeteria with some cherry cola, and i'm now waiting on my mom and die to arrive so we can go eat at Harmony. Today is going to be a good day, aside from when i get home and have to do ( Read more... )

Again with my favorite part of day. Though it's not as good as last time because as the cold moves closer the sun moves faster. It's still a bit daylight outside, The sky's blue and grey and the pollution is pink and purple ( Read more... )

I'm sitting on the walkway in front of my door. I've got a beautiful view of the back parking lot and the kids prying in through the back gate as they get back from classes. The sun's hanging low and shining, like it always does, through the thin row of trees. It's paints the space between and the buildings such a beautiful gold that it makes me ( Read more... )

so i'm in college now. In atlanta. So it's been hard to write anything at all. There's not a lot of free time and there's going to be even less as the year progresses i fear. So if i tend to update even less than i have been lately that's why. But i'll still be lurking!

So i just had a nostalgic dream longing for nostalgia... sounds pretty pathetic, huh.

I guess i'm just a little bit scared of everything

So what does it mean to long for constant human interaction, but to get tired of it so easily? What am i searching for anyway? What's the point. I still believe that there's someone out there that is just like every other person you could meet. Why are we so arrogant to think that as people we are just our selves and whole and unique? Take a ( Read more... )

This may be the dorkiest thing i have ever posted, but i feel it's the only way to sum up last friday...

God said, "Let there be rock", and then there was Dragonforce.

...each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved

You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved