not sure what I'm doing anymore but here I am. Seems like I missed my stop somehow, I used to have dreams and aspirations now I'm stuck in this loop living paycheck to paycheck and given the company I work for even the description sounds better than the reality ( Read more... )

I know what I want. For once. I see it quite plainly. And while my recent transition is in fact part of the plot I spend so much time thinking of I can't help but feel that it is also a step away from it ( Read more... )

i keep hoping ( Read more... )

vented ( Read more... )

Where to start ( Read more... )

I'm within the last four days of my current job. I don't think I mentioned that the last time so I figured I ought to now. Been a while since I did this bit and I'd swear there was at least some catharsis involved in switching jobs but mainly I feel numb. Or hollow. Or something. I don't know really ( Read more... )

we're going to try this again because I have some issues. yeah everyone does, I'm not special but stuff is happening in my life and occasionally I need to vent. What am I? That's a question I find myself asking a lot lately. A man I suppose. A boy trapped in an adults body. A lonesome thing without a home so to speak ( Read more... )

Blew money at the local Comic/Anime convention and came away feeling cheated and dirty. Went on a date with one of the sweetest girls I've ever known, shortly after said date she became engaged ( Read more... )

So I saw Star Trek last weekend. This guy here sums up pretty much every point I've been trying to make in conversations with coworkers and friends who aren't ready to stop thinking it was effing awesome.

this thing is still here ( Read more... )