we are at the library and i'm with alex. ^^ i'm actually having fun, on the contrary to yesterday. belive it or not i got home and was sooo angry so i worked 4 hours on my homework. pa-the-tic. anyway.

yesterday was awful for a couple of reasons. but i'll get back to you on that... bye for now.

( Read more... )

rasb (6:44:17 PM): i can't come over

Auto response from {me} (6:44:17 PM): you'll have that

rasb (6:44:21 PM): i hate this
rasb (6:44:29 PM): today was too shitty
{me} (6:44:33 PM): ><
{me} (6:44:34 PM): aww
{me} (6:47:30 PM): :-(
rasb (6:48:25 PM): gtg goodnight sweetdreams
rasb signed off at 6:48:28 PM.

i wish i could have said the same to him. ( Read more... )

i want to drop out. i want to die sometimes. i want to look good everyday. i want to be thin. i want to lose most of my friends. i want to make new ones. i want to lock people away because of what they know. i want to hide in my closet and cry. i want to pull up my sleeves. i want to run my nails down my back. i want to fall asleep and never wake ( Read more... )

You are


( Read more... )

...i realized that i should shut my mouth. i can't help it. if i don't agree i can't just nod and pretend. well, actually with some people i do but not when it comes to me. when someone is trying to 'figure me out' it pisses the living shit out of me. my dad is ripping on my brother so badly. my brother is having a crisis, and if u knew u'd feel ( Read more... )

drama drama drama. you'd think our life was scripted if you saw what happened at our high school. it'd be reality show gold. except the writers would be out of a job. good luck.

so finally i write again. Sometimes i can't think of anything to say when i got on here. there's so much that bothers me and theres not alot that i'm allowed to say. people don't really like the whole rip on them idea. but guess what? today, i have no one to rip on....yet. so this is just an entry to check in. i'm alright for now, and until i'm not ( Read more... )

somewhat, i think it'll be okay. something keeps telling me that i'll make it through... something that says i can pick my life for me. my life goal is to look back and say that i did what i could with what i knew. no one cares what i think. it hurts. ppl say they do, but guys, you probably don't lay there in bed and think about me. I'm hurt when ( Read more... )