I slept in while husband took the morning to attend a Ham radio club event, and when he came home he said "get dressed, we're going out!" (come to find out he came in second place in the morse code on a golden toilet contest...uhhh you might not want to ask me about that.) So he was in a jovial mood, and we drove to The Italian Pie and pigged out ( Read more... )

OK whoever is driving this stupid bus called life...this is for you. I want off RIGHT NOW!!!!Overwhelmed is too general a term for what I am dealing with now. This past week has been so unbelieveably difficult for me. I have been having to play the "bad" person just to get things done. (if I were a believer I probably would have sore knees from ( Read more... )

umm wish I had some yams! the kind with pecans on top...andlots of brown sugar...(ok enough of that) Jim is working details after work Friday, and saturday till four am...the poor dear wont get anysleep until I pick him up at five pm sunday. Then I guess he ll eat and sleep and go back to work monday...No rest for the weary eh?

this is how picture hanging in humid weather goes ( Read more... )

painters arrived early today hurray...I'm so glad I moved that huge assed piece of furniture by myself because there was like all kinds of Junk behind it. I was almost embarassed. Apparently some cat doesn't know where the litter box is. I shall have to potty train that one. WAIT...I dont seen the painters anymore...hope its just a smoke break ( Read more... )

It is now a heavy feeling in my chest. A neverending sadness in my heart. I could end it now and it would be over, but I am waiting. These are the types of days I live every day now. The dark circles under my eyes do not goaway, I don't sleep, then at other times I just drop to the bed and close my eyes, eventually I drift. I know I'm doing the ( Read more... )

why must we clean house? ;) preparing for the painter to come in either saturday or monday, sneezing like a ...well like a person that is around alot of dust....MUST HIDE THINGS I"VE THROWN IN THE GARBAGE> Its difficult living with a Hoarder. When he comes home and sees I've cleaned, I predict all garbage bags will be promptly ripped open and ( Read more... )

sarah and heathers body art has gotten way out of hand. THey are just gross looking now. I cant even bare to look at them, not that they would ever come out here to see me OR even call since they told me to go away and let them live their "adult" lives...so fuck you too. Hope that drug and drinking thing is working ok for you. (sarcasm)...

As I type ( Read more... )

"Understand that the meanest of mothers is often the product of her own lack of mothering or her own stormy past ( Read more... )