I'm sorry I was a total bitch

I miss you.

If you came back, I promise I'd be better.

My sister is going to Blackpool for her birthday for the weekend and she wants me to go. But...

I'm scared I might go mental and kill people. Do you think I can keep myself in check for a whole weekend outside of here? I don't even know.

Oh! Please come with me?

I'm so jealous that Deirdre is getting married! How come no one wants to marry me? Or even date me!? I'm so gross and stupid and ew. Deirdre and her prettiness gets everything!

I know you hate girly displays but I really need someone right now and you've already seen me cry and I just don't want to be by myself cause I feel like complete shit

I HATE ALL MEN THE STUPID STUPID JERKS! All they do is hurt people and start wars and be bastards who don't give a shit about you and I hate them all!

Except Alex. I don't hate him. It's not hate at all and I hate that. Oh god, it hurts my insides thinking about him. It's not fair, it's not fair.

I wish I was a proper murdering demon.

He doesn't love me.

I told Alex that I loved him and he said 'that's nice'

I AM SUCH AN STUPID STUPID IDIOT!!

CHARLES LOVES ME! AND ALEX LOVES ME TOO!

both of them in different ways though and it's so awesome and I love being loved and I love you too Deirdre!

enigmatic
en·ig·mat·ic

-adjective
resembling an enigma; perplexing; mysterious.

No boy's ever called me anything like that before.