Really truly, painfully suck. A part of me feels broken, shattered with every piece splintered and lost. This hurts so much i can't stop crying - it comes to me in odd moments, sitting here I hold my breath waiting for it to all become a dream ( Read more... )

So, some of you know what's been going on... some of you don't. This is me trying to try to explain it, and get it out of me for a little while ( Read more... )

There's this feeling... not sure how to explain it. I should be studying, or writing a paper, or doing something, anything... but there's this quiet in my head. Strange dreams last night that linger at the corners of my consciousness ( Read more... )

For philosophy class the other day we were reading Sartre... I wrote a lot about that, but do I need to post it? it's 8:20 in the morning and I'm not sure what to say... I don't remember being this angry, or this hurt, or this tired... I don't remember wanting to lash out - but also have him there to fall asleep with. When did this dichotomy occur ( Read more... )

I'm sitting at my desk trying to sort through the last couple of weeks. As much as I hate living off campus (I feel out of place) I get a call from my roommate (the girl who owns this place) and i realize just how much this is my home... I've got an entire wall of books... pieces of my grandmother's furniture, a huge desk... and now 12 beautiful ( Read more... )

I feel lonely. it's strange, I'd planned this whole thing about how my world feels right... I'm excited about going back to school, I have an amazing boyfriend (when we aren't fighting), I'm turning twenty-one in a week, I like my roommate, and ... I love driving... I wanted to write about driving to Richmond in the middle of the night (I've done ( Read more... )

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