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看见朋友在照片里逐渐变胖，我不经感叹时间的残酷。

看见朋友们和伴侣一起快乐地发胖，我不经感叹单身的可贵

看见自己的腿渐渐变形，我不经感叹生命的无常

我可以写文章，可以读书，可以搞艺术，但是我不能够承受生命。因为生命太真实了。

开始明白有一天我的真心是会用完的

with much regrets, got back onto facebook. Think the 2 month hiatus has taught me to hate that space. But well, it's just not possible to do things and stay away when everyone is there.....

I think I will give up trying to find something that is mine. A calling, a passion, a self. But this doesn't mean I give up on everything ( Read more... )

The true character (as well as judgment by others ) of a person lies less in his articulated/believed values or what he has done but in how he conducts himself from decision to decision.

I must have gotten it from Dostoesvky. 

My happiness is synthetic, underground, simulated and come six months later, I might be wishing I never smoked this pot. But in the moment, the corners of my mouth can't stop turning upwards ( Read more... )

DON'T WANT TO WRITE ESSAY ( Read more... )

Just got notified by the bank that I have to pay for banking services incurred because I did 2 overdrafts. (If that service is not available for my account, why didn't they just reject that overdraft?). So I have to pay 50 pounds ( Read more... )

I am suddenly seized with a sense of dread to return to singapore and to work. I think I have changed significantly over the last few years and although I am quite happy about most of the changes, I just don't want to change again. In my head, the people I am going to encounter in singapore are going to be narrow, judgmental, materialistic, envious ( Read more... )