Welp...I let the fucker hurt me again.I suppose it's no ones fault but mine.I don't think I have ever known such pain.It's getting easier to deal with.I'm used to getting hurt.I will always love him,but now I know he doesn't really give a fuck.Ah well....I suppose I just have to suck it up and go buy that cammo bikini I saw and start the Wrath of a ( Read more... )

Okay...I have come to a conclusion...I am very happy about certain things...BUT@!@ I'm not going to put my whole heart and hopes into this right now.(Is that possible?heh.)I had yummy black and white nachos from Chachos last night.MMMmmmmMMMM gRUBBINS@!#@!My nerves were badlastnight...today as well.I worry about shit I can't control too much.I am ( Read more... )

Well..it's happned,I have entered the twilight zone!The last person I ever expected to hear from called me yesterday.:)I don't think I have to name names.I never expected to hear from him.He told me he was comming to bring by my house key.I couldn't stop shaking since I saw the caller id.When I opened the door,I want to burst into a thousand tears ( Read more... )

"I'll bet u got a pistol..you don't know who to trust..."- 2paC ( Read more... )

I hate this damn weather!!!!Hurricanes!BAH!HUMBUG!@!#$It rains on my damn hair...and this I cannot have!!I got it highlighted yesterday.It looks good.So I hear :P heheehe!I feel so much better now :D Except for the bad cramps I am enduring right now.They make me nutty :D So anyways...I thouroughly HATE this weather..the rain blows...Damn Texas crap ( Read more... )

I recieved very disheartening news this week.My dear little baby kitties in Pheonix had to be put to sleep because they were ill beyond fixing.Kim told me the news and I could tell he felt bad.I was working so hard to save money to have Bluntz sent here :( It broke my heart because I promised Bluntz one day i would come back for her,and I never ( Read more... )

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No, we aren't going to whine about Brandon's ass anymore..... :P ( Read more... )

This comming Saturday would have been Brandon and I's 8 month anniversary..:( You know...All I really want is closure.If you aren't comming back...which is apparent,come get the rest of your crap!I don't care if you send a friend or your brother or whoever...you don't have to see me if you don't want ...BUT GET YOUR SHIT and I want my house key.I'm ( Read more... )

Well my first day at work went well...I went out with my co workers tonight..I swear to God I keep seeing my ex's ex girlfriend in one of my hangouts..This is a problem because she has this big ass nose...and I keep wanting to toss things at it across the bar....I was soooo tempted to get this Jager bottle and... well... anyways...*Sigh* I found ( Read more... )