What Would Uncle Jesse Do?

This was going to be an incredibly long post about my thoughts and feelings but who gives a shit anymore? Even I'm sick of hearing it. So instead here's a rundown of yesterday's events ( Read more... )

There's no denying it anymore. I am in a lot of pain. I need help. I need something. I can't stop crying. I can't stop hurting. And the one person I need more than anything else in this life is nowhere to be found ( Read more... )

Life is learning to adapt. That has been the theme of the day and I imagine it will continue well into my first few months here. Here is where I'm at regarding the first 24 hours of being in my new home ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a strange day. It began at 7:30 am. I got up to get the rest of my things in order before my dad arrived to help me move. Somewhere along the way, he decided not to rent a truck and convinced himself everything could fit in his father-in-law's van. That's my dad. I expected something like this. When I moved out of my apartment in ( Read more... )

I need some help. I'm making some new CD's for the drive home. Lana and I already have a mix of "our songs" and other depressing break up songs that were good for crying to. Now I want one of those "I will survive" mixes. Something to make me feel better. So any recommendations would be greatly appreciated ( Read more... )

This town is a vampire.

The next three days are going to suck. I have to go back down to Carbondale and pack up my things. After a quick stop to the Columbia admissions office tomorrow morning, I'm SIU bound for the last time ( Read more... )

Erin, you were asking about songs that just seemed to be written for their listener? I've had a lot of those over the past few weeks, but right now I think this one describes how I feel to a T. It's "Butterflies and Hurricanes" by Muse and if any of you haven't heard it, go download it immediately. Did y'all notice my mood??? Who the fuck would ( Read more... )

"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live."
-Norman Cousins
Last night was pretty good. I had a conversation with Lana that went well, I built a fat ugly Snowman named Lenny with my step-sister, got coffee with Emily & Ryan, and then sat on my bum and watched TV. I felt pretty content. Around ( Read more... )