This journal is probably going bye-bye very soon. I have facebook and myspace if anyone wants to talk to me on there.

I realized that I have been trying to be someone that I wasn't for the longest time. I've come to accept myself as who I am, and now I am happy. Who am I?

I am a nerd.

Its amazing how much I've changed in the past 5 years. I'm watching a CNN feed of exactly 5 years ago today. They've been having it on all morning in real time. Its bringing back a lot of memories. I remember watching the towers collapse and then going to class. It kinda woke me up to the world and left me pretty angry. My life back then was ( Read more... )

Going out with a new girl tonight, and my friend is trying to set me up with another one. The girl tonight seems pretty cool, though she also seems very emotional/moody. We'll see what happens. In any case, I haven't spoken to Brittany in almost 2 weeks. She called me up late one night to try to get me to feel sorry for her but I blew her off ( Read more... )

I bought a 2006 Pontiac GTO last week. Its in Cyclone Gray Metallic, a sort-of gray/blue. Very nice car, very fast. I really love it. Yesterday, I sold my motorcycle. The Aprilia is finally gone. It was definitely an interesting experience. Sometimes I wish I had never bought it, but the experience itself was definitely worth something. I ( Read more... )

So I forgot to mention that on Wednesday, Brittany and I went on a lunch date. It was really nice... We've been seeing a lot more of each other lately and we'll hopefully go on another date next week. I'm not really sure how everything go to this point, but I've found that more often than not, my understanding of people's feelings is not very ( Read more... )

So I've discovered one of the secrets to happiness, one of the things that drives people and influences their actions. Identity. People are so consumed with being able to quantify their identity that they will go to incredible lengths just to do so. Having things and doing things revolves around being things. Identity defines us, gives us ( Read more... )

I like her a lot, but if she's not crazy about me, then why bother with her? No more chasing girls. I'd much rather get sleep and eat some jalapeno chips. Oh and spend my money on myself! Goddamn women are expensive.

So I picked up the Vex robotics kit from Radio Shack. I'm gonna build me a robot. And I'm gonna name it Sparky.

Don't have a girlfriend anymore. Its amazing how quickly things change. It was her decision, and I still don't understand. She doesn't want to drag me through all the horrible things that she's going through in her life right now. I told her I wanted to be with her anyways and help her through, but she says she can't handle the added stress of ( Read more... )

I think I have a girlfriend now. I'm selling my motorcycle and buying a Subaru WRX STI. Sat in a Lotus Elise today. Lots has gone on lately but I don't feel like writing about it. I don't really use LJ that much. Nor do I use MySpace. Don't really keep in contact with my friends either. Been playing DDO a lot. Battlefield 2 as well ( Read more... )