If I could wake up anywhere at all...
http://www.tonyrogers.com/images/2006_redwoods/day3/index.htm

Some of you msay recall my personal websites...
i owned a server domain, oxea.net

some asswipes were able to steal it out fomr under me...

so, the new one will be www.oxea.org

Look for a major launch around June 10.

the girl my heart made me love is somewhere right now having caveman sex with some dumb-cock animal.

i can only make stupid tears.

i hate being human, or anything like it.

Im going to put myself to bed early.
Ive been unusually tired all day.
My heart is heavy.

Its really empty now, but my bed is still the safest place.

Life, for some people, is a bitter trial ( Read more... )

so, ive had this little issue.
...big issue?

for a little bit, it seemed as though i "might" had developed cancer.
yeah.

today i found out that everything is alright.. no malignancy.
going through that was fucking terrible.

I woke today realizing how futile and strange this idea of "relationships" is.

I can't stop the dreams of you. every night.
every single night.

I dont suppose tha there is advice on forgiving is there? Your so damn good at advice... aren't you?
Can you hand out advice without listening first? Neat how that works..

I have to find my way back to the center.

Ok, so ive now seen them both
Love is the colder of the two.

You still keep me banned....

How quick the sun can drop away

My bitter hands cradle broken glass

I haven't written in a really long time ( Read more... )