OK, let me make this simple.
If talking to me is so much trouble, then just don't.

Today starts Fuse-In (DeMF)
I hope it is better than last year.

I'll likely be alone most of the time, so if you are bored... I will be around.

Tonight...
while you are watching your favorite television program,
or lying safe and comfortable in a bed,
or fucking some enemy or lover....

I will be screaming a fact that noone wants to know.
I will be hurting and bleeding
I will be victimizing myself.

After all, if you can, why shouldn't I?

Remember that... right at that moment.

You dont know how lonely I always am.

Your company tonight was great. I had forgotten how sweet you are.
Never to be forgotten again.

It was cute, the evening.

Tonight, I am fristrated ( Read more... )

I hurt myself last night, with this really painful dream ( Read more... )

I know that I don't write often anymore ( Read more... )

People always walk away from me.. always ( Read more... )

It's been quite awhile since Ive bothered writing in this ( Read more... )

Last night I saw you, In a dream ( Read more... )

When I need you, You turn your back.

What a pattern of behavior... and I am called weak.
Here is why noone hears from me, here is why I hide now.