I have no idea what to think at this point ( Read more... )

Brave and Stupid are sometimes very similar.

Today, i found that my email was all screwed up..
So, my cellphone and email are fixed..

Jesus Christ... I just can't live in your fucked up sober little world.

I woke today from a broken sleep... i had a fever over the night ( Read more... )

FyI... my car window was smashed out by some fuckhead tonight. I think they took my cell phone, I cant find it.

My home line is 3138745364... good luck reaching me

try to, and ill call back.
AIM: swinekillr

I miss her so bad. I need to make this stop... I hate hopelessness.
I need to shift, evolve out of this mindset. now.

"i must leave it behind and climb to a new place.."

nothing more true.

I have to be the shittiest at calling people back.
...should do something about that.

Getting ready to move home.. I should be back in detroit over the next few days.
I hope it isnt all too much Hope is too close to H.

Im not sure what life will be like without getting high.
this will be interesting..

went to NA tonight ( Read more... )

Hi.

Today is the first day Ive felt somewhat "human"... no major PAWs or withdrawl symptoms.
my emotions are still flat.. probably for a long time.

I will be staying back at my condo thisweek. visit.
Im tired, ill write tommorow