I was kind of an asshole today to someone I really care about. I dunno, I guess I'm always an asshole to those I care the most for. I'm sorry. I was gonna take down my last post, but I think I'll keep it up, not as a reminder or some stupid emotional shit like that... but because it was how I was feeling at the time, though I feel much differently ( Read more... )

I don't really give a fuck about you or your problems, so sorry about faking sympathy last night...well I'm not actually sorry. Leave me alone.

Woke up this morning... can't be all that bad.

Because it's raining, it's been raining for about a week now with no real end in sight. I like that ( Read more... )

Though I'm not Catholic I was gonna give smoking up for Lent, 40 days without a cancer causing, bad smelling, piece of paper that i light on fire to enjoy; but now I have a reason for smoking again so I'm giving you up for Lent. Maybe longer, because 40 days seems so short, and until then your invisible. Goodbye ( Read more... )

I hate you... and you... and all you reading this livejournal right now. It's not because of anything you did or anything you may have said to me, it's because you merely exist. Your ability to just exist displeases, angers, upsets and I would go as far to say infuriates me to no end ( Read more... )

It's been a long while since Iv'e posted on this flim flangled thing, havn't even checked my friends posts for months. It's not that Iv'e been too busy. it's just that I have been in a strange mood and have remained that way going on two months now.

I don't even feel like posting right now, maybe tommorow.

My eyes hurt from being up all night. I got off the phone with Al at like two in the morning then I worked on my report until just a few minutes ago. I despise Social Capital in all it's many forms. Gah ( Read more... )

Goddamn me, I do such stupid things sometimes. I won't divulge anything specific because there are those out there who would ridicule me to no end for what I did this weekend. You know who you are. The weekend started out bad and only got worse, with major highs in the middle followed by dreadful lows. And no, drugs were not involved, you all know ( Read more... )

At work right now, I hate people. Especially stupid people. I had to buzz my hair real close after I lost a bet this weekend. I don't mind it, but somepeople said it makes me look like a skinhead, though it is longer than what a skinhead would have. Oh well. Had a mohawk again, but just for one night. Blah. Blah. Blah.

Better get back to work.