Today has been a bit up and down and it's barely started. I spoke with someone that I hadn't spoken to in a while this morning. It was nice. Cell phones are great. Um,I'm less depressed, but still shakey. My dad insisited that I go with him to buy food at Ralph's Market, so I did. After getting everything we needed, we went to the register ( Read more... )

Yesterday went fine. I went to grandmothers house and saw a few family members. The food was okay. I did get sick this morning, but I feel better now, heh. It's very quiet at the moment I can't help but be consumed by a mist of melancholy that has been slowly trailing me for the past several days. I was looking foward to doing something today ( Read more... )

Today was a mellow day for me. I went to my classes and crashed out when I got home. After, I made my way to the Watsonville Cabrillo campus to get some help on a writing assignment. That's all folks. Oh,I'm eating pudding right now. It's kinda making me sick.

Tonight, I feel like a limbless man, trying to grip a slippery beach ball, heh. There's just no point in trying. Lately, I've just been dissolving into these waves of life coming and going fluently through time and circumstances. This is strange to me, not feeling tangible that is. I find that there's no time to really think about what has been ( Read more... )

I bought two tickets to go see the new Harry Potter flick tomorrow with my friend Lorena. It should be fun. We're supposed to eat somethin' too, but I'm not sure what time she'll be arriving in Watsonville or how much money I'm going to have. I might get hungry before she shows up. Well, there's not a whole lot more that I feel like writing ( Read more... )

(yawns) I'm tired today. I'm ready for the semester to end so I can get some time off and wander in my own little world. I called Stephanie last night. She's such a dear. I was bored and wanted to talk to someone. She filled in the gap. Heh, she can really talk things away. She kinda made me warm up getting a motel room with two gals that ( Read more... )

Hello. Heh, why do I say hello? There's no reason to if no one reads this. Well, maybe someone does. (Shrugs) I don't know. Well, anyway, it's time to move on. This morning, I called a friend intending to leave her a message on her voice mail but she picked up. Oops! It happens ( Read more... )

Well, I know what my family is doing for Thanksgiving. My mom is going out of the city to spend time with her side of the family and my dad is going to work. I could go with my mom, but that'd leave my dad without family to spend time with during the holiday. When he gets off of work, he says he's going to make a turky in my cousin's oven next ( Read more... )

I've not written in a while but I can't say that much has changed. Cabrillo is okay. I'm thinking about dropping out and getting a job. School doesn't catch my interest whatsoever. I got my friend, Lorena, a morbid stuffed bear. I like it. Hopefully, she does too. Tonight, I'm alone. My is going to spend time with my mom this evening, so I ( Read more... )

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