You know what I'm tired of? I'm tired of trying to figure out what the hell is going on inside your head. And this isn't to anyone in particular. It seems like we've all got this godforsaken little world in our own fucking heads where we don't say anything to each other no matter how important it might be and I don't know whether you're lying to me ( Read more... )

I hate being all complainy. People don't like it when people complain. But ( Read more... )

This is probably going to be the suckiest weekend since Nick abd Briant went to Atlantic City with them and I ACTUALLY had the right to go that time ( Read more... )

Omg omg omg omg omg omg omg I'm freaking out. Because I told Nick about this dream I had and he like, freaked out. And then I had to leave so I didn't even get to talk to him afterwards. And I'm so scared.

OH MY FUCKING GOD.

I was running late for work, so I didn't change my shirt.
The evening's drinks left a lingering taste in my mouth.
And when I left you were fast asleep, tangled in the sheets.
And on the bus I could've sworn it was all a dream.

It didn't happen to me.And then I felt the scrapes from the slippery subway grate ( Read more... )

Every time it rains, I listen to the sky ( Read more... )

I feel really sad right now. Because I just finished watching last night's Joan of Arcadia that I taped. And it was sad. Because Adam was stupid. And they broke up. Because he hurt her. And I don't want to ever, EVER, feel like that.

And I know real people who have felt like that. I have friends who have felt like that ( Read more... )

I just took a walk from my Computer Apps class to my locker, and back. For no reason at all. I just. Wanted to walk, so I did. I actually did want to go the library, which was what I wrote on my pass. But for some reason when I got to the turn instead of going right I went left. And I don't really know why. I just did. I need to give Sam this book ( Read more... )

I cut my hair. Did something impulsive. To ward off the other things that I want to do.

Andrew told me to just do it. [Do it does not = sex.] Smoke. Do whatever the hell I want. But get drunk first.

Yes, because doing both those things is SO goddamn easy for me.

Whatever. I'm dooooooone.

--daeg.

I feel like doing something totally out of my character. Like smoking.

I really want a cigarette. I don't know why.

I don't want to smoke. Like, be a smoker. Get addicted. And I know one cigarette can get you addicted.

But right now I don't give a shit. I just want a cigarette.

--daeg.