If I did the right thing, why do I feel like shit?

This fucking sucks.

I can't believe you told her I told you!!!!

I hate today.

--me.

I need help because I don't know what to do.

Sam, I need to tell you so many things. I wish you were home when I called you and you were home when I called you. This is so goddamn messed up because I need to talk to you now more than ever because I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What's easy? What's right? What? WHAT.

--me.

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So. Um.

Nick and Briant came over when no one else was home.

I didn't tell anyone what else happened.

I hate my mom.

I miss my friends.

I miss Nick too.

What else is new?

--me.

You know what sucks?

I really can't do anything right. And I don't do what I say sometimes.

I'm just a horrible person.

I NEED TO TALK TO YOU SAM ABOUT SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT SO WHEN YOU SEE THIS CALL ME. I'LL BE HOME LATER; WE'RE GOING TO MY GRANDMA'S TODAY.

I'm scared. And I hate myself sometimes.

And I'm scared.

--me.

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