Jeff ( Read more... )

I guess yesterday was just a fluke.. the tears started rolling about 2 minutes ago but thats just because i really dont deserve being treated as well as noah treats me and I miss him way too fucking much.

Just breathe.

It's usually kind of a tradition for me to cry my eyes out before my birthday but its not happening this year. I've been doing really well in Oswego and I think its because I'm finally okay with the way things are going. I still procrastinate too much and I should study more than I do. I havent talked to the madre in about a month which is also ( Read more... )

I've been having really awkward dreams lately. Here's last nights ( Read more... )

That MF Bitch... she took my chicken.

I don't like being that person that doesnt have money... and therefore cant really hang out with people because of that.

I hate relying on people.

I'm kinda sad tonight.

I suppose Oswego isn't that bad. I have no roommate and for the time being I like it that way. I just hope that I don't end up with a shitty one, once the time comes. It does tend to get a little lonely sometimes but usually Emily is around to make me feel a little better. I think its pretty surprising how well Em and I get along. I don't ( Read more... )

Someone dropped a glass in the dining hall today and a group of guys exclaimed MASELTOV.

Oh, Oswego.

So im not really sure when the whole set up of Livejournal changed but its weird. I'm in Oswego and so far things are going okay. I got here two days ago and havent really been out of my room that much. I got a job at a dining hall yesterday which is somehow connected to my building through a tunnel but i havent quite figured that out yet. It's ( Read more... )

lately ive been nappping for a couple of hours during the day. I end up having these completely extreme dreams about people and things that have never and could never happen but, in the dreams it feels completely plausible ( Read more... )