Installation was better than expected, yet I couldn't bare to stay in the room.

Oh the jamie, you're such a good...

Why do you confuse me so?

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Today was good ( Read more... )

It's been an interesting, if not messy past week. Went out too much, with little enjoyment, everything and everyone seemed painfully bland. Stayed at sarah's on friday night after subway which was a giggle, ended up a crying mess outside academy on saturday, the atms went down and i couldnt get cash for a taxi, loveliest girl in the world looked ( Read more... )

If anyone wants to buy me any of the following lovely shoes/boots in a size 8 then I shall love them forever:


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Today I bought part chimp's album, talked with whoever served me in tempest about amusement parks on fire and bought some jeans that make my legs look like a chicken's. Brid you scenester!

Back in the flat now and the rotting-away feeling is starting to return. Although the part chimp album is great.

It's lovely when people block you.

x

Last nights drunkeness ended in a horrible mess that I can't really remember, just that I woke up with an arm that looked like a child had attacked it with a red felt tip this morninig and no stupid vodka.. And that i was crying verging on screaming, and interpol, fucking stupid interpol ( Read more... )

But i can't do this anymore, this hurts to much, I fall for people then it'll never be. "everyone that turns me on turns me down".I hurt so fuckign much and I feel back to how I was at christmas and I hate this I fucking hate this. I wish I could understand but saturday was great and yet now I want to do bad things again.x

I am a crap girl, no contact for like a day and I go shit, and yeah, I'm just rubbish, but i hope he didn't find me completly repulsive. x

I feel quite happy and stuff. Lots of tea, and betting on chemical brothers tracks, yes, it was lovely. x

I'm crying ( Read more... )