I thought I'd give a little insight to my livejournal friends too...I posted this on myspace a few days ago...it's a blog...but I'll just do some copy and pasting...and ( Read more... )

No...i didn't write this...but...god it's beautiful lol here...

"Safest Place To Hide"

Seems like yesterday when I said "I do"
And after all this time my heart still burns for you
If  you dont know by  now that you're my only one
Then take a look inside me and watch my heartstrings come undone
I know I promised you forever
Is there no stronger word I ( Read more... )

You know what sucks about being lonely...you know that if you just had someone to hold you that everything would be fine...it's the one thing you need when you're feeling alone and since that's what loneliness is all about...it's the one thing you can't have. I feel like I want to lock myself in my room and never come out...like I want to escape ( Read more... )

so yesterday I was so freaking scared. I can't remember the last time I didn't want to sing so bad, but right before the concert, the nerves went away. maybe it was Sedi telling me I could sing to him, or Nicklas tellin me that "it's all about having fun"...maybe it was Jessie telling me I wouldn't forget my words or Bunny saying that no one ( Read more... )

"Hide Away"

Hiding away loosing the day as if it doesn't really matter
Saying "goodbye" scared to say why
Afraid it will shatter our world
Show me some faith now
Trust me somehow

Why are we keeping our secrets?
Why are we hiding ourselves away?
Any way we can, hide away
I don't wanna fake it
I wanna make you believe what I say
I won't let you hide away

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so...prom was fun, but it wasn't quite as awesome as I had hoped. Eh, I'm not going to go into detail on anything, but there were sad times...you also have to take into consideration that I am a very emotional and sensitive person, and I do tend to over-react...but those who were around me were supportive and said that I was allowed to be acting ( Read more... )

YES, PROM IS THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW ( Read more... )

so...I've never believed in hating people...cause I think it's really wrong, but now...well there's this person, and I swear to God that if I were to ever hate someone, it would be this person. The worst part is, it's not even for a big reason. She just pisses me off. I know that's dumb...it's terrible in fact, but dear God she makes me so mad ( Read more... )

so I wrote this while talking to a friend going through some really tough stuff...I love you by the way if you're reading this, my girl...don't ever think I dont just cause we dont talk as often as we used to

...it's nothing special, just some free-writing...but I thought I'd share...here you go...

Tragedies and Hurt

You never know a tragedy until ( Read more... )

How mean...no one even said a word about their name being on my "thank you" list (except Ginger...*I love you. Mwah* ) you guys all suck lol I should just take it all down. *sticks tongue out* see if I ever spill to any of you again...sheesh