since i came home from alaska i have had 2 totally different people, 2 people that don't even know each other ask what i did with ashley. as if i left myself behind in i think i changed a litte when i went up there. things were totally different, it wasn't a bad thing, but i wasn't use to it. i saw how people had changed, for better and heard ( Read more... )

so i told tomtom i was quiting smoking after the AK bud is gone. he said, "gimmie your phone, im calling alaska and finding out what they did with ashley. where is she?". lol, i just laughed and passed the puzuca to him. after the bud is gone, im done. except 4/20 and florida if i go with tomtom. crazy shit.

so its coming down to hours now and i think i might not buy a piece or bring any shit home. after tonight, it might be the end for awhile. no more, at least until allen gets up here and than only when he's around. many people might be mad at me, but i need to stop.

alaska is kick ass. i love this place. we got really high yesterday. all day, me and saw smoked 2 bongs at his house. than went to franks and smoked a bong and than went to kelly and taylors and smoked more. than went to sam's again later and smoked mad more. sarah smoked too. i totally miss that stoner fuck! it was great getting high, beating the ( Read more... )

i talked to shyra today and she said that i definitly have a place to stay whenever i want to come out there.

shit is crazy here in Alaska. crazy.

fucking people. im so sick of being the 3rd wheel this week. it fucking blows.

what a night. lol. thats all i have to say. jess wants me to move up here. her and kelly say im not leaving. life seems so much better up here. but tonight proved it is not. reality struck many people while being drunk tonight. if it weren't for alcohol im sure many people who are together today wouldn't be. im hopeless no matter what people say. ( Read more... )

i still hate the fucking wind.

i hate the fucking wind today.

enough to acknowledge the flaws you can't ignore ( Read more... )