i go from one place to the next and alls i hear to bla bla bla. if im not falling asleep in art class im not caring about how my grandmother bitch out my mom. and how my grandmother would be the 1st one here helping me pack my shit to move out, and not care where my mom goes. its so ture, everyone looks at my mom and sees fuck up. everyone looks at ( Read more... )

i got a picture of an almost naked person today. and for those of you that know me, you know how easy it is to make me blush. i was at work too.

bought my ticket to alaska tonight. not bad i guess, i go from hartford to pittsburg to las vegas...i wanna go to h&h. maybe get some ink..lol. its great tho. now i gotta count down till the last hour, mintue, and second for amanda.

my mom has been extra bitchy lately and seems like everyday we're fighting about something. yesterday it was me taking off and not telling her. today it was moving. i don't want to move from this house until i move to WA in august. my mom keeps looking around and can't find anything without a money cap or something that keeps us from moviing there ( Read more... )

i love hot chicks. i love being drunk, i love being high. i really loooooovvvveee hot chicks tho. nothing better when you're as fucked up as i am now. fucking gone..i love it. i like boobs too.

so ends the 2nd season of the L word. didn't go to bed till like 5:45 this morning and got back up at 9:15. crazyness.

so i know love exist. i got proof tonight.
i don't know what to do now. i wish other people would come around, but i won't count on anything. i wanna go to WA now. talking to shyra and i miss karalei and everyone else too. me and liz firgured things out i guess. and im planning my 20th birthday party. crazyness dude.

so i have to rearrange my room b/c to pass a section 8 inspection there's not allowed to be beds by the windows.

my phone rang tonight as i was walking in and it was from tiffs phone. i said it wasn't for me but becky wouldn't take the phone so i picked it up and it was allen. so i took the phone away from my ear and was giving it to becky. turns out allen was calling to talk to me. to tell me GA is awesome and totaly worth it. makes me wanna go down there ( Read more... )

the past couple days haven't been bad, but they haven't been good. i been totally hostile towards anyone and everyone. with few exceptions. i had valetines day and i hate love. yet, i feel so alone latey.i fucking hate it. i wanna fall in love, it doesn't matter who it is. it could be a girl or a boy. i hate being the third wheel all the time, ( Read more... )