Never again am I to hook up with good friends, for now at least. It all ends in bad news and being ignored. I am even ignored online. I sign on, they sign off. Kind of amusing actually.
On a good note, I'm interested in other people!

Why am I so retarded and confusing?! What is up with me? Fffffuuucccck.

Yesterday consisted of:

-ALOT of alcohol
-school
-naked people
-an emotional breakdown
-chased by the cops
-being driven home in a trunk.

I don't even remember half of it. All that came out of last night is realizing that I'm a retarded drunk and I need to start taking care of my body.

I decided that I really like my therapist.
I told her about all the drugs I've done annnnnd she also thinks it's a good idea that I move out! She's also amazed at how stable I am considering how fucked up my family is. I've never met an adult who is so understanding. I like it.

We should have two periods every day. I like this.

The past few days have been:
-getting lunch after school.
-smoking
-eating more
-not studying for finals.

This weekend should be pretty good.

It's annoying when I'm already procrastinating and my parents come in to lecture me on procrastination which takes up MORE OF MY TIME.
That is all.

stress stress stresssss
I am sooooo screwed in both my art classes. I'm supposed to be good at these subjects! Why am I lazy????
I want to drop Comercial Arts so badly, but I dont want an open 5th and I cant drop 6th. I already TA and I don't want to TA for two periods. independant study? someone help me.

I can't even lift a pitcher to pour a glass of water.
I think I need to start excersizing.

My immune system sucks.

Just got back from Nebraska. IT SUCKED BALLZ!! I never ever ever want to live there. ever. All they eat is pork, and I hate pork, and while they eat the pork, they talk about how they killed the pig. umm eww ( Read more... )