LIFE AIN'T WHAT IT SEEMS IT AIN'T NO FUCKING DREAM, SO GET A GRIP UP ON YOUR SHIT AND MAKE SURE YOUR PIES CLEANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

why can't things just be simple. i hate how feelings effect your everything. ugh. i dont even know what to say.

well....nothing has really changed...today me adn kassie are ridding marta down to the train station and we are goin to san clemente to meet up with chris, big dave, jeremy, and will. im kinda scared but i know it will be sooooooooo fun! Things with nick are the same? i dont know its all too confusing i kinda am just goin with it...

well...this weekend was very laid back. I havnt had this mellow of a weekend in a long time. Friday was insane but satur-day and today were just blah. Friday after school kassie and i rode the VOE bus home not knowing where we were going...we ended up going over to ashtons house. it was me kassie pinto ashton and ian. we were just chillen so me and ( Read more... )

so life is pretty tight. i dont even know what to say. life is a big ass roller coaster.

Why do i stress? I really think i am ment to be friends with my boys because no matter what happens the pathway just opens more and more without me even trying. It's ment to be :] WOoo i get to see everyone else friday but thank goodness i saw Chris today, i wish i would have seen Nick...

okay so in the last month or 2 almost there has been so many changes in my life. I love it though, i've never been so happy. And i thank my doggs...Chris, Nick, David, Jeremy, Jimmy, Thomas, Robby, & Kenny. I don't think i have ever laughed so much as i do when i am with them. But it's so confusing. I am the happiest i have ever been and i have the ( Read more... )

SO I HAVE BEEN HANING OUT WITH A NEW CROWN LATLEY AND FUCK EVERYONE WHO HAS GIEVEN ME SHIT ABOUT IT.I DONT THINK I HAVE EVER BEEN SO HAPPY IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. WHEN I AM AROUND, NICK, CHRIS, JEREMY, DAVID, & JIMMI I CANT EVEN DESCRIBE THE WAY I FEEL. LIKE WHEN I AM JUST AROUND THESE BOYS, LOOKING AT THEM I AM SO HAPPY INSIDE! I CAN'T EVEN DESCRIBE IT ( Read more... )

it sucks when your own mom back stabs you. Grow up.

ITS SO WERID HOW THEY SAY WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT SOMEONE CAN POP INTO YOUR LIFE. IT'S SO TRUE. LIFE IS SO AMAZING RIGHT NOW I ALMOST CAN'T BELEIVE IT. I HAVE BEEN SO HAPPY LATLEY. TODAY JULIE,BRENT,BERT,JACOB, AND ME WENT ROMPING OUT TO HEART ROCK AND WE CLIMBED TO THE TOP OF THIS ONE AND JUTS SAT ON TOP AND WATCHED THE SUNSET. I FELT LIKE WE ( Read more... )