im single with a new journal

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here starts a whole new love
a whole new adventure
a whole new boredom
and a whole new way of delivering
a sock in the face

and i didnt take it off "phoot.org"
like some otha bitches
♥

i hung out with my exboyfriend james hurst today. i dyed his huur black with bleached spots. its hella funny/cute. i havent seen him for like a year i think!!! his friend was kinda annoying, but silly &cool too so its all chill. we ate tacos at jack in the box while we let the black sit in. i wish i had taken a picture. im glad i hung out with him ( Read more... )

being way in over my head causes trouble in my over contemplative head. my wants stalk me at 230 am with no real goal, just irritable, irrational yet true emotions bugging me. and even if it feels right, God knows its not, and i know its not. and im just fucking crazy. in both cases.

zelma maria &i have summer adventures.

!!!

BreathingBeth: Ami if I was a boy I would probably have a crush on you ( Read more... )

so i actually worked out today...
CRAZY!!!

so today i went to zelmas house and then mike mickles came over to help me in my time of need. and we watched donnie darko. which i think is a really cool and pensive movie. i gotsta gotsta watch it again. and zelma looked HAWT ;]

and we didnt go to oasis.
again. :/

love love will tear us apart again

so i didnt hang out with nikki yesterday ( Read more... )

why is pretty in pink the cutest movie ever?
i am seriously in love with the characters.

i painted with scotty too hotty
and watched starwars &mallrats.
mike had a pool/pizza party.
and i wanted to not go home and go to another party.
and i needed to make nikkis cake.

so schools over, and it doesnt even feel like it. its just another break. another four weeks, and then back to school. i swear next year will be different. maybe ryan is right, and taking ap classes is just overworking myself. but i dont care. i can change i can change ( Read more... )

daily schedules have been altered ( Read more... )

ok. so im making my own drama up in my head. i know im overreacting. but seriously though. ITS FUCKING ANNOYING!!! everything that you do has been done and you wanna recreate it, its been done by me mostly. and we all see what you are doing. you arent fooling anyone. you are a great homie and you are awesome, i just wish you would stop being fake ( Read more... )