I miss the way things were. I miss you.

this is the moment that you know
that you told her that you loved her but you don't.
you touch her skin and then you think
that she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
as we moved together in the dark
and all the friends that i was telling
and all the playful misspellings
and every bite i ( Read more... )

I feel completely disrespected. I wish you knew what I did for you. It hurts.

I made caberet which made me one of the happiest people ever. I find out tomorrow about everything else.

Im so pleased to be associated with everyone in my first period :)

I found a really good song that makes me shiver, but I am not telling cuz you will tease me.

We are ( Read more... )

You're looking skinny like a model with your eyes all painted black
Just keep going to the bathroom, always say you'll be right back
Well, it takes one to know and kid, I think you've got it bad
But what's so easy in the evening, by the morning's such a drag

I got a flask inside my pocket, we can share it on the train
And if you promise to stay ( Read more... )

I finally got time to sit down and think about what has been happening to me this summer.  Its so weird because I cant remember things in order and it seems like this summer is sooo long.  I woke up yesterday morning to go to work and by the time I got there I seriously felt like I was dying.  Ive never felt so horrible in my entire life and it ( Read more... )

The last week in a nutshell...

The best day of my life turned into one of the worst in about 4 days. I have done nothing wrong but according to my parents, wanting something you cant have is unethical. I dont know why, but it seems my parents take everything to be ten million times worse then it really is.  Now, because of my parents way of life ( Read more... )

I could have knocked off the evening
But I was lonelily looking for someone to hold
In a way I lost all I believed in
And I never found myself so low

Randomness...

1. Finals SUCK

2. AC broke in house today

3. Lonely

4. Dad is bitching about EVERYTHING

5. Ran out of gas today

6. People really piss me off sometimes

7. I have a lot of pet peeves

8. Is it ( Read more... )

What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go

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Why do things get so complicated when nothing happens to actually make it complicated?

Why are girls so emotional?

Why can we open up and say everything ( Read more... )

wake now, prince; there's a brilliant sky above
and a jealous moon in love
I went to the Say Anything concert on Thursday and it was amazing.  Even though they were one of the opening bands and only played like 8 songs, its ok because they are headlining in August... my birthday! Shannon... we are gonna go! Carter, I miss you. Hopefully I will get ( Read more... )

Ok, so Friday was wonderful. went to the lake with morgan and a whole bunch of people.  After the lake we went back to my house and left for colorado.  Stayed in a hotel Friday night in Abilene.  It was fun.  We drove the rest of the way early saturday morning.  We stayed til Wednesday and played in the snow and went to the mountains and shopping ( Read more... )